Capstone: Entry 1

Domains, Precedents, Research

Domains of Interest:

  • Fabrication
  • Sculpture
  • Digital Modeling
  • Surrealism
  • Animation
  • Satan
  • Data Visualization
  • Anti-comsumerism

Most of my projects in college have been dark and sometimes surrealist pieces leaning toward satire and novelty rather than commercial marketability. Pieces such as my Bus Water Bottle Top and my Walpurgisnacht could have been taken in more utilitarian directions but instead were made surreal or dark. This mask also falls into the domain of Satanism.

Most of my projects have had been influenced by surrealists and occultists. This started earlier with my love of HR Giger‘s works, as well as the works of Polish artist Zdzisław Beksiński. I think this stemmed out of my dislike for easily accepted things because of their tendency to become commercial products. I have always abhorred the commercialization of society and the tendency to forget the impact of one’s own consumerism.

However, as a designer, my projects have been more refined and less emotionally raw than their source material. So I started to look for precedents for my domains of interest.

Precedents

HR Giger

HR Giger’s art works include several sculptures and two bars that he designed. The first bar, located in Chur, Switzerland I visited while I was in Europe.

Sculpture in Chur, Switzerland near the bar

The second one is in Guyere of the cheese fame. Both of the bars interested me because of their “biomechanical” nature and dark themes in physical form. I would like my capstone project to include some intersection of the occult and fabrication.

Freehand Profits

While I’m not as influenced by this artist, the mask I made was heavily influenced by the use of shoes as well as the “gas mask” aspects of it. His masks are usually made from brand name sneakers and are made in collaboration with the companies. While being a shill is the last thing I want to do, the corporate tie-ins I would like to emulate but in a sardonic manner befitting our post-Andy Warhol art world.

In celebration of Air Max Day 2017, the 142nd & 143rd sneaker masks created by Freehand Profit. Made from Air Max 90s and Air Max 1s. Find out more about the work on FREEHANDPROFIT.com.

Felix Colgrave

This animator does some wildly strange animations that often have dark themes such as Pigpen and Double King. His most known piece is rather tame comparatively.

Others

http://www.emojitracker.com/ – Tracks all emoji usage on Twitter in real time

https://mewo2.com/notes/terrain/ – Generates a random fantasy map

Research Questions

My research questions should somehow incorporate the domains that I’m interested in. I would like to ultimately have my project be some sort of data visualization art piece that is dark and surreal.

  • How often do people think about the impact that their personal consumerism has on the world?
  • How much would people change their buying habits if they were more cognizant of their effects?
  • How edgy can a piece of industrial design be and still be commercially viable?
  • Could interactive art be used to change buying behaviors?

App Studio: Entry 1

I want to create an app that helps with planning and time management. I have barely passable time management and it would be a great way to help myself and people that need to improve their time management. Similar to this could be an app that improves habits or breaks them. While this may be easier in the form of a simple reminder, it is not as useful to me. In this app, I hope to combine the functionality of time trackers and to-do list into a single functional app

Time Management App

The objective would be to create an app that works in tandem with a person’s calendars to block out times when tasks can be accomplished and give reminders when a task can be completed. It could also work off of knowledge of a person’s habits, say limit work time based on previous habits or give suggestions to start projects earlier.

My target users would be college kids who are just starting to learn time management skills and want to passively learn how to do it without as much forethought.

Competition

There is serious competition for this, both on the side of task lists/planners and time trackers.

  • Any.do – To do list with built-in calendar support
  • Smarter Time – phone usage tracker, can be connected to computers.
  • RescueTime – phone usage tracker, has computer tie in. Doesn’t work as well
  • Google Tasks – Simple to do list attached to every Google account.

Fortunately, there seems to be very little competition for an app that does both.

Challenges

I can foresee a few challenges with a project of this scope. Foremost would be a user’s reluctance to give over the necessary information. It will be necessary to build the features in such a way that each part can work without the input of all the others if a user’s doesn’t want to, say, give access to calendars or doesn’t want to input the time they will spend napping.

Fabrication: Entry 6

Project Milestone Final

So you want to make a mask? Well here’s how I did it in a nutshell.

First, get your shoes. New, used, doesn’t matter as long as they are clean and not too complex. I got an old pair of these Sketchers. Don’t worry, if Sketchers aren’t cool now, they weren’t when I made these and I was able to cover most of the branding.

Cost: $15.00

Next, find some inspiration. Have you been playing Behemoth not stop while telling yourself you’re not an edgelord. Maybe, try some Lovecraftian mythos. Too edgy? too bad! I went for Shub-Niggurath, The Black Goat of the Woods with a Thousand Young.

I liked the hircine aspect while not being too intensely Satanic. I also liked the added horns and eyes which could be added in the form of lights.

Next, make a sketch. Start with paper and pencil. It’s the easiest thing to use. If you want to step it up a notch and you can use some modeling software, do that. I used Blender to sketch the ideal mask: many eyes, many horns, impossible to fulfill.

Model of Mask

Now, slice apart your shoes. I started at the base and removed the sole from the leather. Next, take apart each panel and cut it to match its counterpart on the other shoe. I used two pairs of shoes for maximum material.

Next, map out the mask with the shoe parts. I started with the face and used the most interesting parts of the shoes to create the snout and eye sockets of the mask. The parts of the shoes should inform how the mask gets assembled. Trying to force the shoes to conform to the mask will inevitably lead to destroyed parts and extra waste.

Next, get a Styrofoam head and hope you have a small head. I don’t, so I only used the head as a rough model. It worked well enough and it definitely helps map out the mask. It also assisted in storing and assembling later on.

Cost:

  • Styrofoam head: $7.00
  • X-Acto knife: $6.00
  • Cutting mat: $10.00

After the shoes have been disassembled and a rough map has been made of the mask, it’s time to start gathering the extras. The horns, eyes, teeth, and extra details of the mask. I opted for a wooden jaw bone and fiberglass horns as well as plastic eyes. While fiberglass horns do look cool, they are a pain to make and real horns are probably more functional and easier to get.

Cost:

  • Ski mask for eyes: $15.00
  • Wood for jaw bone: $2.50

If you still want to make fiberglass horns, make sure you have a respirator, goggles, and gloves. To begin making fiberglass horns, I used this video and this one.  As suggested in the second one, I used insulation foam and a hacksaw to create a plug. As I don’t have a spare car battery to make a hot saw, I used a propane torch after cutting the foam with a hacksaw to seal it. Next, I taped the plugs to a board and started layering the fiberglass and resin.

In order to make the resin black, I used black 100% strength acrylic paint. Other pigments may work as well. I tried oil paint but it didn’t mix with the resin and came out uneven.

Cost:

  • Resin and fiberglass: $50.00
  • Foam: $30.00
  • Respirator: $40.00
  • Googles: $25.00
  • Black paint: $7.00

Fiberglass horns after finished drying

Make sure you do all this in a well-ventilated area, preferably outside. Additionally, the fiberglass resin needs to be mixed and stored at room temperature so working outside in the cold may cause the resin to solidify prematurely or cause the fiberglass to crack while drying.

Now that all the parts have been assembled, its time to fully assemble the mask. I started by stitching the panel that goes around the back of the shoes together and the same parts from the other shoe around the eyes. Next, I drilled holes into the horns and glued strips of leather to the base of the horns to create a fluid transition from the leather mask to the horns. I then attached the tongues of the shoes to the base of the horn and the forehead of the mask.

Make sure that the thread you are using is sufficiently strong to hold the leather together. I glued the pieces with Bish glue then punched holes with a large tack before stitching the pieces together. I also tried to add two lines of stitching to each seam for added strength. In addition, to the thread being functional, it can also be decorative. I used a waxed beige thread to add accents to certain parts of the mask.

After adding the horns, I added more leather between the tongues on the horns so they would rest evenly on the head. I then attached the front of one shoe into the snout of the mask.

For the ‘filter’ of the mask, I used the heel of one of the shoes. The rubber of the sole was hard to work with and required a lot of sawing and sanding to look right. It was then screwed onto one side of the mask.

Next, it was onto the eyes. I split the ski mask in half and traced the eye holes onto the halves. Using a drill press, I added the stitching holes and stitched them in.

Lastly, I added the jaw bones I had laser cut earlier. These, I created using similar techniques to this trophy head

Problems

As originally intended, there would have been lights in the eye sockets as well as behind the horns. Maybe, a speaker would have been added to the front. Unfortunately, my head as was too big to fit all that and my head.

I also ran into problems with the symmetry of the mask. The parts were hard to work with as most of the leather had an insulation component which made hole punching an inexact science.

Lastly, there was the problem of cost. the whole things cost around $200 dollars including the tools I had to get. For a project of this size, the cost could have been reduced if there were some patterns to follow.

Final

Name: Sold Soles

Tagline: For when old soles.

Artist’s Statement: This piece is inspired by the work of Freehand Profits as well as my eternal love for Lovecraft. Most parts of the mask are made from old and recycled objects. It speaks to our consumerist culture that demonizes the waste as a byproduct of society as opposed to materials to be utilized.

 

 

 

 

App Dev: Entry 7

Project 2: Milestone 4

Post-mortem. While Android is far more universally used. It has had trouble unifying it’s look and code protocols. I found this to be a problem when trying to create my Project 2 as some articles said one to add settings while other said another way. While I could have ditched using Preference class, and used data persistence and hand code activities, I tried to code within the confines of Android.

Process. I defaulted to w\finishing my app at the last minute. I assumed it would be as easy as Apple was with a single way to do anything and good documentation on how to do it. It was not. I should have tried to do things another way when using Preferences didn’t work. As Android doesn’t have a set of a look, cheating out a set of settings would have still looked “Android”.

Going forward. I liked the design of my app and the general idea. If I was to make a v2.0, I would make the settings in a drop down as was originally planned. I would my also drop data persistence as it is not super necessary for such a simple app. Lastly, I would add some drop shadows and adhere to Material Desing a bit closer.

App Dev: Entry 6

Project 2: Milestone 3

The finished product. Or at least as far as I was able to work on it without tearing out my hair in frustration at the run around between Google’s documentation and what developers were saying on Stack exchange.

My app turned out fine except for the inability to retrieve the SharedPreferences. I added a second Settings Activity from the built-in menu assuming that it would have nice documentation and pointers on how to get it to work. There was some. Unfortunately, it mostly said that it should automatically store all values. Somewhere between that and retrieving them, something broke.

I searched across the Internet for someone to point out how it all could be assembled, but everyone seemed to be asking some slightly different question with slightly different answers in response. So, like a good programmer, I tested them all. Nothing seemed to work. And now I’m left in amazement that Google didn’t have some foresight that people might not have hubris and use their pre-constructed Activities.

The final look of the app was about what I had hoped for in the beginning. Nice minimalistic. Now if only the damn thing worked.

App Dev: Entry 5



Project 2: Milestone 2

Android is harder than I previously anticipated. Unlike iOS, where everything has only one right way, Android has many ways to do things that seem to change from patch to patch as few of third-party documentation were consistent.

In particular, I was looking for the “right” way to have settings as an overlay after clicking a hamburger nav. However, in addition to there not being a consensus on how to properly do it, the language that Google added, in the form of “Toasts” and “Snackbars”, makes it even more difficult to understand if what I have been reading for the past fifteen minutes is actually relevant or not.

I was able to add most of the functionality. This includes the menu that changes as well as the shake function. I stil have to implement the final app design to be more minimalistic

German: Entry 3

Reflective Paper 3: Grandfather’s Tongue

Observation:

Ozadamar’s writing Grandfather Tongue tells about the physical relationship between the narrator, a stand-in for Ozadamar, and her Arabic writing teacher, Ibni Abdullah. Their relationship lasts for 40 days and is plagued by feelings of doubt from both sides about the validity of the relationship given that they are not wed and their cultural feelings about sex. In the story, Ibni tells two stories that appear to reflect their feelings about their relationship. The first one is about a young girl who spends forty nights with a dead man before marrying him. The second one is about Zeliah and her love for her slave, Yusuf, who refuses her advances until they are married because he is a servant of Allah.

These allusions to their relationship are contrasted with the very physical way Ozadamar describes everything else. For example, she describes the Arabic characters as “sleeping camels”, “pomegranate trees freezing in the rain and the wind”, and “like a fat woman’s arse sitting in a Turkish bath on a hot stone”. (20)

Reflection:

The allusive nature that she uses to describe her physical relationship with her teacher is not always in euphemisms. It is explicitly stated that she “pulled off his gym trousers, made love to him”. (32) But compared with her thoughts on some passing Arabs, it is rather tame. “I fol­lowed the Arab women wearing headscarves, their pregnant daughters beside them, I wanted to get under their skirts and be really small, I wanted to be their daughters in Neukolln.” (25).

However, the fairy tales told by Ibni express their feelings better than they could. The first tale, about the girl and her dead lover, reflects how Ozdamar pines for Ibni’s love: “lbni Abdullah comes, lays his mouth between my cheek and mouth. Now I’m calm.” (26). It also is called back to at the end when she leaves after forty days. (52). The other story mirror’s Ibni’s views on himself, as a pious man who is trying to maintain his purity and relationship to Allah. Both fairy tales are only close analogies as a central theme of both stories was saving one’s self for marriage, something Ibni and the narrator appeared to believe in but could not adhere to.

Contextualize:

The writing tells a story of the internal culture clash that Turkish immigrants experienced in Germany during the Cold War. While there are few references to worldly events or contemporary objects, the few that are, are significant. First East Germany: she mentions it as she leaves to return to West Germany and “looked at the ground and said, ‘Oh, it rained here too.’” (21) as though it were another world. The second important reference is the Turkish Worker’s Party, Communist and that “Green is anything that is not red.” (20) in reference the West’s aversion of anything Marxist while still trying to be progressive and liberal. The last contemporary reference is to Israeli soldiers. This last reference does not mention what conflict but that they killed all Ibni’s seven brothers (18). These traumatic events that are referenced set the stage as one of loss, both physical loss and a loss of tradition and culture.

Conclusion:

Ozadamar’s writing creates an incohesive but emotionally potent narrative of coming to terms with assimilation. The narrator represents a more assimilated Turk who wishes to regain what has been lost to assimilation. Ibni, in contrast, represents the traditions of Arabic that the narrator hoped could help her regain her cultural identity.

 

App Dev: Entry 4

Project 2:  Milestone 1

For the second project, I wanted to be less useful. While it is nice for all apps to be useful in a strictly productive manner, a lot of apps are needed to fulfill every niche idea that someone has:  poop tracking, virtual fidget spinners, Vedic astrology, you name it there’s an app for that.

However, when I was looking for Magic 8-Ball apps that followed Material.io’s guideline, I was at a loss as most apps on Google’s play store are rather ugly and lack the consistent, paper-esque quality that Android apps should have.

My second app will be a pseudo-random number generator in the form of a magic 8 ball. Users will shake the ball (phone) and have a “random” answer to their question. I will also add on options for extra negativity to go with the drab gray theme as well as an option for expletives, in case of very serious matters. I believe a material compliant dice roller would be a nice addition to the Play Store.

Fabrication: Entry 5

Project  Milestone 2

After a few initial attempts to work with the leather shoes, I was able to punch holes through the leather with a thumbtack and use a heavy thread to saw parts of the mask. I also used the waxed thread as an accent. I sawed the front part of the mask together to create a frontal crest.

As the initial propyl ethylene piping did not work well for horns, I decided to use fiberglass for the horns as it can conform to what plug I use as well as be a shiny coat. I watched some YouTube videos on how to use fiberglass. One of the videos  I watched suggested using foam insulation as a plug and then tape the exterior to allow for easy removal. I bought some foam insulation and attempted to glue it using regular Elmer’s glue. Unfortunately, it was too cold for the glue to congeal. Next, I attempted to use a spray on glue. Unfortunately, this also did not work as it melted the foam when put on too thick. Lastly, I used the Elmer’s glue to tack the layers together and then used a propane torch to melt the layers together. Lastly, I took a hacksaw and shaped the layers into a single horn shape. I then layered clear Gorilla Tape onto the plug and spread it out to the board I was working on

I bought some fiberglass and resin as well as gloves, brushes, and a respirator. In order to dye the resin, I looked at a  variety of paints and dyes. I settled on using 100% pigment acrylic paint for one horn and 100% oil based paint for the other. The acrylic paint worked better as the oil didn’t mix fully into the resin and created an inconsistent coating.

The horns finished drying after 24 hours. They also detached from the board easily, given the tape under them. I then used a Dremel to sand the horns and cut them down to size. Lastly, I used black spray paint to cover over the inconsistencies from the oil paint pigment.

The process of applying the fiberglass and resin was surprisingly simple and was easy enough with the brush. However, fiberglass is awfully toxic and fumigated my house even though the whole process was done outside.

 

 

 

German: Entry 2

Reflective Paper 2: Seit die Juden weg sind

Observation:

Omer Bartov’s essay Seit der Juden weg sind discusses how the absence of a Jewry in German post-war culture was not discussed and how the empathy, and the remorse, that the Germans should have felt about the war and the Holocaust was instead directed towards themselves to create themselves as victims of the Nazi regime. To most German, it is “a mere statement of fact” (211) that there are no Jews in German and that the Jews that are there are not connected to the Jews that died in the Holocaust. This “absence of representation” was soon filled by literature, film, and historians who wrote stories in this “skewed universe of competing victimhood” (216) about innocent Germans who are swept up in the conformist society and forced to perform as soldiers for some evil “other”. These German protagonists are posed as victims of circumstance and their actions against the victims of the Holocaust are only seen as afterthoughts. Bartov poses these stories and their victimized protagonists as the “representation of absence” of the Jews. The absent Jews are “known to have been the perfect victim[s], the true, innocent, ideal victim, the victim with whom one precisely should empathize, had one not already chosen oneself as the preferred object of empathy” (216).

Reflection:

When I initially read Bartov, I was annoyed by this focus on very specific examples of literature, film, and history as it appeared to be cherry picking examples. However, on further examination, Bartov is using the most prominent examples of people in the given fields. This ubiquitous, unconscious creation of an alternative narrative was compelling, not only because almost all cultural figures had taken some stake in it, but it was also because it was a narrative about true events, as opposed to fictional ones, like what the Japanese created in post-war Nippon. I found the use of German rural life, from Edgar Reitz’s film Heimat, and the unwitting soldier, from Boll’s Der Zug war punktlich, to be analogous to the South’s use of the Antebellum Period in turn of the century America. These recreations of true events with a change of victims seem to be a common occurrence by the perpetrators of atrocities who then lost their wars.

Contextualization:

In the 1980s, members of the German intelligentsia were involved in what was soon called die Historikerstreit, a debate about how to properly view Germany, WWII, and the Holocaust. The right-wing position was that “there was a need to reintroduce the notion of empathy to the study of Nazism and to eliminate the distancing techniques and rhetoric employed in such writing” (221). This led to many of those historians disgracing their reputations, as some had argued further saying that historians “must identify with the fate of the Wehrmacht’s soldiers on the eastern provinces of the Reich” and that the atrocities committed there were only as bad as the Allied Power’s (read Soviet) policies towards Germany. Bartov writes his essay about these events and the wider cultural phenomenon of rationalizing war and attempts to create a unified national history.

Conclusion:

Bartov’s essay Seit der Juden weg sind is an interesting look at how the atrocities that one’s own people commit are rationalized and normalized. The three areas that Bartov looks at give very good insight into the unconscious thoughts of a culture and how that culture perceives itself and its place in the world. For the post-war Germans who were born during WWII, the guilt that is given to them by the world at large they feel is largely unjustified as they were mere teenagers who were swept along into the tide of Nazism. This innocence and victimhood they portrayed does not necessarily negate the empathy that should be felt for the Jewish victims of the Holocaust. Indeed, Bartov, falls for his own skewed logic in the “skewed universe of competing victimhood” (216).